"T-This is bad. Having her close was bad enough, but just now was fatal. After getting to know Tohsaka, the person I admired became a dangerous associate.
…That's fine by itself, but that was too much. When she gets this close to me, I can't ignore her beautiful hair, her soft-looking body, her pretty face…
———My heart's pounding so hard that it feels like it's about to explode. …I hate to admit it, but she is beautiful. Her true nature is different than what I thought, but I still admire her."