I remembered I have a Newgrounds account, and realized given the vaguely Old Flash-inspired vibe of this video, this would be a good place to put it. Not much else to say, so... enjoy!
Lyrics:
If I died where I stand, that'd be just grand
Pity me not, cause damn; I just don't think you understand
Hate the way that you stare, don't pretend like you care
Don't make me tell you "get up out my face"
(get-up get up out my face)
Watch it as my dark circles turn into barren holes
My blood will dry up into stone, yeah baby that's the goal
A sense of vertigo'll leave me buried in the cold
Staring contest with the portrait of Thanatos!
Could a girl get some peace to slowly fade away?
Let me end this conscious existence in bright and clear day
Got a pressure that's built up inside my head
Like a festering zit, let me pop it 'till I'm bled
What to do when you're beloved but you won't be saved?
Take a pill, make your bed in a dark eternal grave
How I want it, cause... my idol soul's getting crushed to death.
Tie me up, let me drown; I would not frown
Cause honestly, "life" as a noun; it ain't shit cause mine's goin down
Gimme a bit, I wanna breathe it in; ether of death that will be so freeing
I won't need to fake smile anymore, it'll be curtains for me
Mind gets topsy-turvy at the thought of my old pills
A speedy out of this hellscape, oh God I'm getting chills
There's no time to write up some stupid living will
Stop the world cause I want off, I just can't take the thrill
"You got so much to live for!" Well, how would you know?
I don't see you carrying any burdens of your own
If you planned to stop me, you were always too late
You would have to stop me from craving those pearly gates
Could a girl get some peace to slowly fade away?
Let me end this conscious existence in bright and clear day
Got a pressure that's built up inside my head
Like a festering zit, let me pop it 'till I'm bled
What to do when you're beloved but you won't be saved?
Take a pill, make your bed in a dark eternal grave
How I want it, cause... my idol soul's getting crushed to death.
This video uses a piece of art by Piapro user rita_629: https://piapro.jp/t/mXqQ