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Well I wrote up this whole thing about them and now I guess I might as well dump it here. I have a major problem with developing characters in my mind that I’ve never even drawn before and then being too intimidated by their strong personalities to actually try designing them. Skid’s family was going to play a major role in TSLoF and the only one I ever drew besides Skids was his little brother Luke. And I had to go back and change his design because everyone thought he was Skids’ ex girlfriend.
They’re supposed to be this very traditional Catholic family. The grandma only speaks French and she’s very senile. Skid’s dad is an engineer who designed an oil drill that efficiently drills in deserts and became really wealthy as a result. His mom has never held a steady job but she’s published two books of poetry. His sister Mary is a theologian but also the least religious person in the family. Luke wanted to be a pilot before he developed schizophrenia and later killed himself.
I wanted to have Tragia come to dinner for a visit at one point. They all love Trag and consider him part of the family, because family means so much to them and they can hardly stand the idea of him being an orphan. Skids’ grandma keeps confusing Trag with Luke and even though he knows enough French to be aware of it he just pretends he doesn’t understand since it's awkward for everybody. Mary’s the only one in the family who wants to acknowledge that Luke ever existed, but Skids’ parents feel guilty that they handled his illness so poorly and are partially responsible for his suicide, so they can’t bear to talk about him. Skids still resents him for attacking him and cutting off his ear and Mary can’t convince him to separate the illness from who Luke really was.
I wanted to have Mary confide in Trag at the end since they both have a lot in common. Skids’ story arc was supposed to be about him learning to trust again and forgive his brother, and also accept that his inability to forgive Luke contributed to his suicide. Looking back now I feel like I might’ve gotten a lot of flack for using mental illness as a plot point but I did want to show that Luke might’ve been okay if his parents had sought professional help for him from the start. Instead they sought spiritual help from priests when he started hearing voices and seeing things, and he never got real psychiatric attention until after he attacked Skids. Once he got therapy and medication he couldn’t live with himself anymore since Skids blamed him completely for what happened.
Kind of complicated. Shit like this is why I’ve never been able to write out a full summary of TSLoF’s plot. Maybe it would be easier to write out individual arcs like this instead of trying to show how they all tied together. I still like this particular idea, that good people can make catastrophic mistakes if they don’t understand a problem well enough, and that sometimes guilt contributes to holding a grudge.
For the record, I know that schizophrenics are only slightly more likely to commit violent acts than average people. The point was supposed to be that his family denied his illness entirely and that made things much worse. I was a psychology student at one point so I do know A BIT about this stuff but if I were going to do this story today I would research the everloving shit out of it first.
(Posted on March 09, 2017)